for my beautiful hunky super sexy duckling

Mute

I’m not being heard

And I don’t know why

I think we should all realize that if you truly love someone, you should work on the problems that you face with them, and try your best to fix it. Because you can. It doesn’t matter how impossible it seems; you should be willing to spend forever working on it, until the day you die. If, of course, you truly love the person.

Please, don’t be a coward. Don’t give up on love.

some other time

i was going to write
a list of what
i like about you because
we haven’t complimented
each other lately

then i got tired

can’t

nope

don’t know if i can do this

i’m trying but -

fuck you

just a late night episode

but don’t
worry -
it’s a late night

by the time
i get up in
the morn’

i’ll feel
much better and
hopefully
my hideous-
mess

will disappear

iloveyou

he will cry

when he reads
and i will
desperately regret
it all
but feelings
are feelings
and i can’t
change
these hideous
feelings

i’m sorry darling

crying

i am a
terrible
ungrateful
lustful
sinful
sickening
disloyal
angry
mean
unhappy
terrible
terrible
human being

false reality

I want a caring man a loving man who never takes his eyes off of me and adores me with every inch of his body mind and soul who respects me and wants to grow together to be more and more like each other in endless love and compassion and God a man who never falters in his promises and commitments and helps me in everything that I want help in and would pleasure me to the ends of the earth and beyond through every single nerve endings and I would forever love him without any doubts or thoughts about other men in life or in dreams and I would never feel lonely or abandoned or unloved or betrayed or put aside and we would be perfect together in a sickeningly strong bond in every possible way

caffeination

i can’t
sleep be-
cause of
the black
tea you fed me
last night

adventures

i think i fell in love with - nature

green, luscious

nature

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